Well it's been a while. I know you guys have missed me lol. Anyways even if no one does read this blog, I feel i need to vent. I guess i can have a journal -which i do. But I want someone to actually see this. I want this to have the possibility to be read. God has opened my eyes about 2 1/2 years ago and I have been living for Him since then. But these past couple of months God has been dealing with me on certain issues from my past. It's amazing to me because He is still cleaning my brain out. Clearing my mind,clearing all the cob-webs.
I heard this song on Klove called "Suitcases" by Dara Mclean. It spoke to me. It wasn't til recently that i felt God saying to me "It's time to close this door, because i have something so much better for you behind My door." So i feel my spirit saying Good-bye past. I'm closing my 'suitcase' on my past and all the junk that was in it. I'm packing all my regrets, all these things i thought I accomplished by myself and letting it go. I thought I was giving God my all but He revealed to me a tiny area where I have yet to trust and give it over to Him. So I am giving it over. I'm closing my suitcase and letting it stay while I travel down the path God has planned for me.I feel as though I am maturing a little bit more- which is always awesome.
Here's the song for the Caspers that actually read this blog lol:
